Why ohh Why?

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Why can't anything be easy? I thought that pregnancy was supposed to be one of the happiest times of your life? So far, I've had nothing but ups and downs. I had my good week and a half of ups so I guess it's back down for awhile. The bleeding has started again! Only, of course this time it's different again. Almost like water...what is this? Why is this happening?
The difference this time, other than the wateryness, is that I'm not freaking out. I think I've finally come to grips with the fact that this will indeed be the longest 9 months of my life! No more stress I can't accept it. I know and feel in my heart that everything is fine. So I will do the precautionary things, in notifying the doctors and getting checked out but unless I truely feel in my heart that something is wrong I am not going to allow myself to get worked up and stressed over it. This is just how my pregnancy is going to go and I need to accept that, God wants to keep me on my toes through the whole 9 months and that's fine with me 'cause I'm not giving in!
I called the dr. and had to leave a message, only to get a return call and explain my whole story to the nurse who in return said " I can't help you. You have to call the office where you got your ultrasound done, here's the number -------. Bye." Well, now I know that according to my regular ob-gyn office, you don't exist if you have a child in your belly! For those of you who don't know, when your pregnant and you go to the dr's I see, they send you to the medical offices at the hospital for everything until the baby comes out, then apparently you're allowed back to the regular office...until the baby's out-Don't Call Us! Ok Ok I get the picture! So I called the other office and boy am I glad I did! These people are like from a whole new world from the ob-gyn office I've been calling! They are nice, respectful, nurturing and caring! So we discussed the issue and no harsh terms were thrown around and I will be going in tomorrow morning for them to make sure that everything is fine. They were very reassuring.
So anyway, no stress, no worries, and I will let you all know how it goes tomorrow.
Jewl I will try and do my interview tonight, if not then I will definatly do it tomorrow.

Kari daydreamed @ 4:58 PM
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