Yup that's me....

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Bitchy. Have you ever had one of those moments where you just start fuming for no reason? Getting pissed off for stupid things and just egging yourself on as you continue to think of things that piss you off? Well, that's me tonight. I'm not sure why. It might be the heat or a little PMS. I get very emotional and PMS'y about a week or two before my period so that could be it, but it is ungodly hot in here too. Ian is at work so I'm home alone working on the house and I just started thinking and getting more and more pissed off. At who? No one! No one's here! I just somehow start thinking of stupid things that certain people say or do that piss me off and it's almost like I dwell on it until I'm really pissed off and then in my head I'm like... "AND ANOTHER THING, blah, blah, blah." Yelling at someone all in my head getting upset.
Maybe I'm just crazy! Oh well, it was bound to happen sometime. I'm writing, hoping that Ian won't see this before he comes home, because if he thinks that I am bitchy then he feels he should just aviod me and not say anything and just leave me alone, which for me only make it worse! He can't seem to understand this. When he's pissed off he just wants to be left alone so he thinks that that is what I want too, but I don't! I need to vent or I'll just stay pissed all night. I guess he supposes that that is what this blog is for. Now he doesn't have to deal with my bitchy ranting and venting. Thank you to all my fellow bloggers, from the bottom of my husband's heart.LOL.

On another note, I haven't painted a damn thing tonight! I had all intentions of painting the hallway but it's just too darn hot! So I preped everything, got all the tape up and such but never actually broke out the paint. I'm sure Ian will be thrilled about that when he gets home. Also, I really don't want to paint tomorrow either. At least not until Ian leaves for his meeting. He'll be gone fro 3 days so I'm hoping that we can do something fun in the morning. Maybe take the jet ski out or something. We'll see, I'm sure he'll want to work on the house since everything is out of order and the place looks like a bomb hit it, we'll see...
Until tomorrow...

Kari daydreamed @ 9:09 PM
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