Yup that's me....

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Bitchy. Have you ever had one of those moments where you just start fuming for no reason? Getting pissed off for stupid things and just egging yourself on as you continue to think of things that piss you off? Well, that's me tonight. I'm not sure why. It might be the heat or a little PMS. I get very emotional and PMS'y about a week or two before my period so that could be it, but it is ungodly hot in here too. Ian is at work so I'm home alone working on the house and I just started thinking and getting more and more pissed off. At who? No one! No one's here! I just somehow start thinking of stupid things that certain people say or do that piss me off and it's almost like I dwell on it until I'm really pissed off and then in my head I'm like... "AND ANOTHER THING, blah, blah, blah." Yelling at someone all in my head getting upset.
Maybe I'm just crazy! Oh well, it was bound to happen sometime. I'm writing, hoping that Ian won't see this before he comes home, because if he thinks that I am bitchy then he feels he should just aviod me and not say anything and just leave me alone, which for me only make it worse! He can't seem to understand this. When he's pissed off he just wants to be left alone so he thinks that that is what I want too, but I don't! I need to vent or I'll just stay pissed all night. I guess he supposes that that is what this blog is for. Now he doesn't have to deal with my bitchy ranting and venting. Thank you to all my fellow bloggers, from the bottom of my husband's heart.LOL.

On another note, I haven't painted a damn thing tonight! I had all intentions of painting the hallway but it's just too darn hot! So I preped everything, got all the tape up and such but never actually broke out the paint. I'm sure Ian will be thrilled about that when he gets home. Also, I really don't want to paint tomorrow either. At least not until Ian leaves for his meeting. He'll be gone fro 3 days so I'm hoping that we can do something fun in the morning. Maybe take the jet ski out or something. We'll see, I'm sure he'll want to work on the house since everything is out of order and the place looks like a bomb hit it, we'll see...
Until tomorrow...

Kari daydreamed @ 9:09 PM
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step away from the paint...and a clean bill

Friday, August 12, 2005

Apparently you're supposed to wait 24 hours before applying the second coat. I kind of knew this, but the little voice in my head(you know the one that always gets you into trouble) told me that 1 hour was probably enough. Well, guess what, it isn't! Our dining room wall is a mess. I fixed it up a little but now it will have to wait until tomorrow and I'll add another coat and see what happens. Also, I used a satin finish which is looking a little to shiny right now. Hopefully it drys flatterotherwise I will have to go and get another gallon of paint, same color in a flat finish and repaint it AGAIN!! Other than that all is going well with the painting. I will post before and after pictures when we are all finished. Hopefully by next Thursday.
For those of you who have been following along, today was my doctor visit. A check up from the D&C. Ian came with me, being the awesome hubby that he is, and all went well. The doctor said that everything is fine and that I should be getting a visit from aunt flo sometime soon. I'm really glad that Ian went with me because it gave him an opportunity to talk to the dr. too. It's like they almost have this bond now since they both endured the proceedure and my discomfort and crys and pain during the D&C(none of which I have any recollection of). I know that this was a very tramatic experience for Ian, to see me like that and I cannot talk to him about the proceedure because I can't remember any of it! So I felt that it was good that he could talk to the dr. about it.(Mostly they were just laughing at me and the fact that I couldn't remember anything. Trust me, from what Ian has told me, I'm the lucky one there.) So off we were with a clean bill of health and the doctors words "See you soon...(wink, wink)"

Kari daydreamed @ 10:48 PM
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Let the Games begin!

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

On my lunch break today I picked up Ian and we went to Home Depot to buy ceiling paint and such. I came home late from work and tryed to get started right away getting the molding down in the living room, this wasn't as easy as I had thought it would be. I didn't want to screw it up 'cause I knew Ian would be pissed so I decided to wait for him. When he got home he was in a pissy mood anyway, but he helped me and took down all the molding for me, thanks E!
Ian is redoing the bathroom in the master bedroom so after getting all the molding down and removing all the nails in the walls for me he went on to do his room. I started painting the living room ceiling ( making a mess of course) and Ian came out to help me when he finished painting in the bathroom.
I guess he was mad because he wanted me to wait until he was gone. (Ian hates mess and disorder) I on the other hand, knew that I would need his help for this part of it and wanted to get started right away so that he could help me out if I was unsure about something. Anyway, our house is a total mess and just gross looking but our living room ceiling is nice and clean bright white again. I am covered in paint and need to go take a shower and go to bed, I have to be up @ 3:30am tomorrow, Yikes!

Today is my best friend Ev and her husband Chris's 1 year wedding anniversary! Happy Anniversary guys! I love you! and miss you both! They are coming home to visit in September, I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!

Ok...off to the shower for me...

Kari daydreamed @ 10:25 PM
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you're getting sleepy.....very sleeepy.......

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Last night I worked overnight and let me tell you it's kickin' my butt today! I got home at around 9am and got to sleep between 9:30 and 10am. Before going to sleep I set the alarm so that I wouldn't sleep all day since I have to sleep tonight so that I can be up tomorrow morning @ 4:30am!! To go back to work! Yuck!!! So I've only slept about 4 hours, and let me tell you, I am more than ready for bed!
Ian came home early tonight which was awesome since i haven't really seen him since Sunday (He worked all day Monday, I worked all night, and he was supposed to work all night tonight). He'll have to work Fri. and Sat. night in return which stinks but I'm glad we could see each other tonight. He's going to go with me to my dr. appointment on Friday, thanks babe! I love you!
Ian and I went to pick out paint tonight, we don't agree on colors so this can be difficult at times. We are going to paint the living room, dining room, hallway, and I think the kitchen, if we can agree on a color....
While looking at houses last Saturday, we realized how much of a difference fresh paint made. My plan is to paint all the rooms and the cieling while he is gone next week at his meeting. I have issues with motivation, so Ian doesn't think that I will get it done while he's gone, but I promise I will work my hardest.

That's it for now, pretty boring stuff, thanks for listening.

Kari daydreamed @ 10:17 PM
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New Look Again

Monday, August 08, 2005

Welcome to my new look again....Hopefully Ian will like this one better. What does everyone think? I like it, not sure if I like it more than my last look but I think that it's a good compromise, we'll see how it goes. Hopefully, now I can get back to posting more rather than endlessly searching for a new look and playing with different templates.

Here's the latest update. I'm doing great, emotionally, physically, everything has really been alot better, a HUGE thank you to all of you for your love and support! My greatest therapy has been Ian, this blog and baby Xander. I'll try to get Josh or Michele to update his page soon. Ian and I have been helping them move so I've been getting to spend alot of time with Xander and I'm loving every moment!
Ian and I went house hunting in NY and found a few that we like, but in order to put a bid in on the one we wanted we have to sell our house first, so the race is on to get our house ready. We're doing good so far. There's alot of cleaning up to do. Packing up the clutter and such.
I go back to the doctor on Friday to get checked out from the D&C and hopefully get an ok to start trying again. Ian and I are excited(at least I know I am) to let things happen again. We're going to leave it in Gods hands and hope that he makes up for our loss down the road.

That's it for now, I have to get back to cleaning up the house....

Kari daydreamed @ 3:03 PM
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