What a sense of humor

Friday, June 30, 2006

My body has quite a sense of humor these days. AF was due to arrive last friday and didn't show up until today! I have never...never been late, you could set the world clock on it. Jeesh, as if I don't have enough going on she has to go and play these games with me. I knew I wasn't pregnant. I mean it was virtually impossible seeing how I only saw my husband maybe 10 times last month and everytime we were together we were either with our parents or with Scott, so baby making was pretty much out of the question.
To tell you the truth, since this whole move and separation thing has started I haven't even been really thinking about the TTC path. There's just too much other stuff going on.

So last Friday came and went and I told myself to think nothing of it. I waited until Wednesday(5 days late) to take a test because I "knew" I wasn't pregnant anyway, but Ian was only home for the one day and if there was any chance that I was, then I wanted him to be there to hear the news in person. I woke up went in the bathroom, pee'd on the stick, waited a whole 30 seconds, saw the test line and went back to bed. Normally I would sit for the entire 5-7 min. staring at the stick and waiting for something to miraculously appear. Not this time. No waiting, no anxiety, no anything. Just back to bed. No worries.

Tune in to see what games AF has in store for next month...

Kari daydreamed @ 8:49 PM
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Lack of blogging

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

....sorry.

Ian was home for 2 days....well, one and a half days. We had a great Tuesday together, just soaked up every minute of each others company, and worked on packing some stuff up and cleaning up the house. We went to Lowes to pick out stuff we wanted for the new house...just looking, but it was fun getting ideas.

Today was a day plagued by sadness. It was so hard to enjoy the morning when we knew that Ian would be leaving again. We seriously just moped around all morning being sad and I did not want to leave his side. It was windy and rainy and just miserable outside. Just a sad day. Then, after he left I had to go to work and that just sucked too :(

Ian got stuck in traffic on the way back to NY because all the major highways were flooded and closed so he had to go the long way and was stuck in traffic for hours!! He left our house at 12:00 and didn't get to his hotel in NY until 11:00pm!!! That's crazy! (Sorry sweety! I wish I was with you!)

On a good note, we met with the new realtor this morning and got a good feeling, so hopefully she'll help us get rid of this place. As far as we know our closing in NY is still scheduled for July 31st. Hopfully we can move it up so that Ian doesn't have to live in the hotel any more and I can get out there and stay with him. We need this real estate agent to sell our house with in a month! I really hope it pulls through. That will be one more major stressor to check off our list.

I'm sure I have a ton more to update you all o, but I'm exhausted, I just got home from work and I need to try and go back in for 5am tomorrow, which is only 6 short hours away! YUCK! I can't wait to quit this job and move to NY!!

I'll try to be back soon....Good night!

Kari daydreamed @ 11:08 PM
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